Saturday, May 13, 2006

'Sisha' at my place anyone?













































Tuesday, May 09, 2006

1 month and counting...


This is Aidan at 1 month old...

to just feel better

feelin' a lil' scrappy today i'll do anything to feel a lil' better today than most days thank god graciously for everyday of my life still, not that i'm complaining....

i quote this from a very soulful infectious song bout this day i'm feelin'

"she said i feel stranded
and i can't tell anymore
if i'm coming or i'm going
it's not how i planned it
i got a key to the door
but it just won't open
i know i know i know
part of me says let it go
that life happens for a reason
i don't i don't i don't
cuz it never worked before
but this time this time
i'm gonna try anything to just feel better
tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
i'll do anything to just feel better
i can't find my way
god i need a change
and i'll do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better
she said i need to to hold me
i'm a little far from the shore
and i'm afraid of sinking
you're the only one who knows me
and who doesn't ignore
that my soul is weeping
i know i know i know
part of me says let it go
everything must have its season
round and round it goes
and every day is the one before
but this time this time
i'm gonna try anything to just feel better
tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
i'll do anything to just feel better
i can't find my waygod i need a change
and i'll do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better
i'm tired of holding onto all things that i'll leave behind
it's really getting old
and i think i need a little help this time
i'm gonna try anything to just feel better
tell me what to do
you know i can't see through the haze around me
i'll do anything to just feel better
i can't find my waygod i need a change
and i'll do anything to just feel better
any little thing to just feel better"

Friday, May 05, 2006

Yo! Check this out - by Aidan

Hey!!! Hey!!! This is censored!!! Hey papa pls dun publish this... papa no!!!












Me and 'blue bear' (my favourite toy) favouritest sleeping position












Hey this is mama's working friend uncle alfrey and papa we took this shot outside gramaphone - Aidan

Monday, May 01, 2006

new songs...

I've got a couple o new songs that I'd really love to do with the band and it's really hard to get this kicked off. everyone's just so busy with thier own stuffs and I just hate not being able to get this songs done. Problem with me is everytime I stray to do some other genre of songs I tend to go back to my roots writing mush. I think mush just oozes outta me... I can be rationally violent and frank in writing but in the end they'll turn into mush... and not that it's bad mush, it's pretty good. I mean I'm not tryin' to self praise here but if you get to read it you'll probably can't help but to be a lil' affected. Well below listed are 2 almost ready songs just wanting to be aired and played live.... please lord let me share this with the world...

'Travel' - sad it got shelved cuz' the band was just not feelin' it. I wouldn't wanna do it as well if no one was feelin' the song. Tragedy if song is not completed as a band...

'Everytime' - classic rizal mush, words and music all done ready to go.... completed like almost a year ago now

Cousin Mirza & me


"Hey this is cousin Mirza and me at nenek Mai's house" - Aidan

Aidan's one month old



"I am one month old today, yahoo!!! Alhamdulillah!!!! i want to thank my papa who shaved my head dun I look cool....heh heh" - Aidan